Hi there! I'm back in Mindsay. Soon I'll be writing entry on my blog.

HI, THERE! I'M BACK HERE IN MINDSAY, SOON I'LL BE UPDATING MY ENTRIES ALSO I'LL BE INCLUDING NEW PHOTO FROM MY SPECIAL SOMEONE. HOPEFULLY, WE'LL BE GETTING MARRIED SOON!

"I'd rathered be stagnantly with the flow than being overwhelmingly over the waves and eventually bearing with tsunami"

"Thoughts are intangible things; it has tremendous power. Thoughts of doubts and fear are pathways to failure. When you conquer negative attitudes of doubts and fear, you conquer failures. Thoughts crystallize into habit & habit solidifies into circumstances which inter-connected with your soul conscience"

QUOTED PARAPHRASE...

Man’s greatest enemy is his conscience, he must keep overcoming constant struggle for the truth, in order to set him free; Its a fact that only a brave person is willing to honestly admit and fearlessly to face, what a sincere and logical mind discovers; For being a brave men are all vertebrates, they have their softness on the surface and their toughness in the middle; For courage is the price that life exacts for granting peace and the fearless are merely fearless; Because people who act in spite of their fear are truly brave. A man must not deny his manifest abilities, for that is to evade his obligations; And from his anger is not only inevitable but it is necessary, for in life place is indifference, the worst of all human qualities; For such you are patient in one moment of anger, you will escape a hundred days of sorrow. But hatred is a curved blade and harms we do, we do to ourselves, no matter how good you get you can always get better and that’s the exciting part; For how much more grievous are the consequences of anger than the cause of it, in depth Lies no matter how you look at its colour, it is still a justifiable deceit.

“He sees beyond our failures and grasps our glorious future. From the heap of ugly sins within us, he’s able to discern the potential beauty of our souls”

- Bo Sanchez

Such a beautiful hoax, a temptation, a lust, artificial pleasure, a deception, a lied, a disguised, a betrayal and questionable love that’s what virtual relationship in cyber technology most of the time is.

“Inconsistency Awareness”

"Inconsistency does not necessarily mean illogical, unethical or synonimously against the truth its just the circumstances beyond it. Negavity merely an obstacles to overcome such challenges in life in spite of that, justifiable decisions, possibilities and determinative actions should take into consideration. We’re living in a judgmental world-society, condemnation really occurs and that’s absolute reality, anyway."

Clever Analysis: The world is made up of contradictions. Sad to say, we are living in a society wherein most of us measure everything by ownership (wealth and/or resources), education, social status quo, world full mind and outer personalities rather than what’s subconsciously within the heart and in the soul of an individual.

Nevertheless, It’s up to us to look for a deeper innovative ideas and to stay one-step ahead. I know other people won’t agree, with what I’ve said and some won’t like the fact that I’ve concentrated on my own thoughts rather than what they expect about enlightening realization. All I can say is Olla & Adios!

NEGATIVITY?  BOTTOM LINE IS

Are you gettin’ upset because you’ve got fooled, lied, pretended, cheated, deceived, mistrusted, blamed, criticized, misjudged, used, ignored and rejected by others?

Had been traumatized due to abused, maltreatment, molestation, tortured and exploitation by a forceful actions?

Experienced of being physically, mentally and emotionally hurt in different circumstances?

Have you done unintentional mistakes, failures in different aspects and felt tremendous guilt?

Are you sick and tired because of boredom, temperamental impatience, misguided ways, stagnantly worthless actions, unemployment, under-employment or lack of opportunities, irrelevant thoughts and feeling of hopelessness?

Are you extremely mad because of disappointment to a certain expectation (to an individual person or to other people), embarrassment and disgusting moments, frustration in an action and situation, regret in decisions, betrayal of trust, and injustices of rights?

In state of obsession brought emotionally by heartache in love or with other things?

Are you experiencing deep depression due to loneliness, sadness, sorrow, agony, misery, despair, insecurities, jealousy, sufferings, anger, angst, fury and inner hatred?

Fear, in state of dilemma, melancholy, lunacy, paranoia and schizophrenic interval?

Had you lose someone or something such as love ones (relatives/friends), wealth (money/material/valuable things), position (job/career/profession), power, fame, good health condition, and even respect, reputation or dignity?

And have you had committed original sins?

Ah, what else???

Go with the words that you may call it and name it.., I know it’s terribly hard to experience and to accept it, but then when you overcome such difficulties and challenges in life, for sure, IT’ll MAKE YOU A BETTER STRONGER PERSON.

Release and resolve it in your own way and in different ways, go with the flow, don’t let it swallowed you!

You’d fell and soon you’ll rise again!

Have FAITH IN GOD AND DON’T LOSE HOPE! but still be open-minded and keep your heart indeed to accept and forget, give another chance to CARE, LOVE, LIVE and SURVIVE.

This is absolute reality; Life must go on…anyway. J”   

I want somebody to share, share the rest of my life

Share my innermost thoughts, know my intimate details

Someone who’ll stand by my side and give me support

And in return, she’ll get my support

She will listen to me, when I want to speak

About the world we live in and in general.

All my dreams maybe wrong, they may even be perverted

She’ll hear me out and won’t easily be converted

To my way of thinking, in fact she’ll often disagree

But at the end of it all, she will understand me...

I want somebody who cares, for me passionately

And with every thoughts and with every breath

Someone who’ll help me see things, in a different lights

All the things I detest, I will almost like.

I don’t want to be tied, to anyone strings

I’m carefully trying to strip, the errors of those things

And when I’m sleep, I want somebody

Who will put her arms around me, kiss me tenderly

Little things like this, makes me sick

And in case like this, I’ll get away with it...

(Somebody by: Depeche Mode- This is my all time favorite song, a classic new wave love song with a perfect reflection of my inner feelings and thoughts)

I'm interested to read this statement from Mitchsmile blog but currently I have insufficient time to spent reading this thoroughly (though i've got the main point idea) because I'm just only having online on one of the internet shop here in our place, i have to pay for my open hour usage on the net. So I've decided to post this instead to my blog just to read it better by next time and also share it with others. Hope Mitchsmile would not felt bad because of this. Anyway, Thanks for visiting my blog once in a while. ok?

Here it goes...

[ Some people spend their lives hoping for something to happen that will change everything. They look for power or love, or the answers to their biggest questions. I think really what they're looking for is another chance, some way to lead another life where all the mistakes they've made would be erased and they could just start over. Nothing bad has happened yet, and all their possibilities are still in front of them. People come home for a lot of reasons. They come home to remember. They come home because they've got no place else to go. They come home when they're beaten. They come home when they're proud. They come home looking for a door out into their past or a road out into their future. They come home for a lot of reasons. But they always come home to say goodbye. Some people put a lot me work into their lawn, as if a patch of green grass was the most important thing in the world. As if they thought that as long as the lawn out front was green and mowed and beautiful, it wouldn't matter at all what was going on inside the house. Do you know the feeling of daring yourself to walk across a dark room? That way you're excited because you know-- you really do know-- that there's nothing there to hurt you. Some people get to choose their dark rooms. They get to look for places where fear is only skin-deep. But some people are nowhere near that lucky. When everything in your life is right on track, it's easy to believe that things happen for a reason. It's easy to have faith. But when things start to go wrong, then it's very hard to hold on to that faith. It's hard not to wonder whose reasons these things happen for. What makes a man who he is? Is it the wort things he's ever done or the best things he wants to be? When you find yourself in the middle of your life, and you're nowhere near where you were going, how do you find a way from the person you've become to the one you know you could've been? People move through their lives sometimes without really thinking about where they're going. Days pile up, and they get sadder and lonelier without really knowing why they're so sad or how they got so lonely. Then something happens-- they meet someone who looks a certain way or has something in their smile. Maybe that's all that falling in love is-- finding someone who makes you feel a little less alone. Sometimes people come to a moment when they think they've found that one last chance to be someone else, and they go for it. When it doesn't work out, they spend the rest of their lives looking back over their shoulder at what might have been. I never met my grandfather. But my father told me he was a very brave man. And with all that he'd done-- maybe because of all he'd done-- his favorite thing in all the world was to mow the lawn. My dad said he heard his father talking to a neighbor once. The neighbor asked him how he was and what he'd been doing. And my grandfather said, "I've been cutting the grass and watching it grow. Cutting the grass and watching it grow. Life he said, is 90% maintenance].

I'll be sending you a reply one of this days, if I'm done reading this entry.

Thanks & More Power to your Blog Mitchsmile!

Arman

Waiting for the reply of my former co-employee before

And also with someone Special to me!

Walang lang I've just try to log-in today.

Had checked my email's inbox.

Checked this personal blog of mine.

Visit other sites in the web.

Nothing new here in my country (Philippines), except there's a Typhoon today.

But generally still Politicking in the Goverment exist.

Culturally in practice - Graft, Corruption and Bribery.

Then again as usual sign-out!

Thanks and More Power to All Bloggers!

Arman

It's been a little bit stressfull doing my field work recently today, but I'm very thankful that my back pay with my previous company has been released although it's just only a little amount but it would help me in my expenses by tomorrow because I'll be going to the dentist for my tooth extraction.

Tonight, I've just checked & read my email inbox and sent a reply to someone especial to me. Hopefully will meet and go-out again one of this days or in some other time.

That its for now, I'm little bit sleepy so I have to sign-out, bye!.

Thanks & Regards to All!

Arman

Latest Headline News: 

"MANNY PACQUIAO OF THE PHILIPPINES WON BOXING BOUT BY T.K.O.(almost K.O.) OVER ERIC MORALES OF  MEXICO"

I'm proud being a filipino that my fellow countrymen won it but being fair, I do have sentiment also with Eric Morales because I could feel his disappointment and his father this time, this might end up boxing career for him.Inspite, of his hard efforts in his training and for lossing weight from 170 to 129 lbs. his strength/resistance suffered and weakens most. So this might be the reason why the fight ends up a little bit earlier but we have no doubt that Manny really the dominant powerful fighter this time.

But that's life and We should accept either victory or defeat in the competition or sports. I'm sure he should move-on sooner and God have a better plan for him.

Mabuhay Philippines! and also Viva Mexico!

Armand

Haa'h! today I'm suffering from terrible dry cough. I have to take medication in preparation of tomorrow's work.

Best Regards to All!

Arman

Kindergarten (S.F.D.M. Q.C. St. Anthony Parish School)

Nursery Rhyme - those basic that i've already forgotten the lyrics, but I still remember ABC song and our early morning in school exercise song.

Catholic Songs - coz  I'm a sacristan that time, serving the Sunday mass. I'm a member of Knight of the Altar in Roxas District, Q.C. but you see that's my first time to taste wine and take home the ostia at the back of the altar when the priest is out. (what a silly young sin).

Primary/Elementary (Gen. Roxas Elem. School, Roxas Dist. Q.C.)

Beatles -  been musical influenced me by my uncle Bruno because during that time he was a long haired die hard  hippie dude.

Asin - which broaden my awareness on social and environmental issues.

Fredie Aguilar - most of us would believe or Ka Fredie's songs/composition until now.

Florante - I still remember my teacher ask me to teach my classmates on how to sing the song "Bulag, Pipi at Bingi", hehe.. she even go to our house and ask permission to my parents to be present in school the following day coz i was only the one who knows the exact tone and lyrics even my teacher didnt.

Hagibis and their U.S. counterpart The Village People (thats my first time to performed dancing on stage with   more people watching).

Michael Jackson (I still remember when me and my cousins including 1 of our friend getting audition in Channel 2 but unfurtunately, We didn't make it at finals).

Secondary/High School (Manuel L. Quezon University then transfer to The University Of Manila)

  Break Dancing/Body Rockin' - coz I'd been a break dancer and strutter too. Frequently participating

  showdown somewhere in C.C.P. Manila and Q.C. Circle. I'm a member of Scare Crow, Puppety Puppets

  allied group like Infoclas, Octo Mechanics (at present counterpart of Street Boys), Jef Cutash, Cyclone 

  Bagets, Hot Shots, Campus Beat Era - he he he! I still remember and laughing until now, what I worn that time.

  (doble doble, ibat ibang kulay, pero di naman mainit kase di pa damage ang ozone layer nun.)

  Disco Afternoon to Midnight Hang-Outs

    Sultan, Campus Bubbles, Hide Away, Corithians Garden, Tia Maria - I remember the Zombie drinks.

    Broad Street, Colors, Jaloux (Jelousy). 

The Police - post punk beat by Sting "Everybreath You Take "

and Mostly New Wave Music / Artist

Duran Duran - Hungry Like a Wolf

Spandau Ballet - True and Highly Strung

Bolshoi - Away and Sunday Morning 

U2 - I still haven't found what I'm looking for, Sunday Bloody Sunday

Depeche Mode - Shake The Desease, Blasphemous Rumours, Somebody, I Just Can't Get Enough.

  Personal Jesus and I love all of their songs.

Echo and The Bunnymen - Killing Moon and The Game

Jesus and Marychain - Happy When It Rains

The Cure - Boys Don't Cry, In Between Days and Friday I'm in love again. 

The Church - Unguarded Moments.

New Order - Bizarre Love Triangle

Kraftwerk - Das Model

Siouxie and the Banshees and Nina Hagen - Queens of Gothics

Local Nu Wave Groups

The Dawn, Deans December, Ethnic Faces, Pagan Away, Ardourn Delirium, April Skies, Under Blue Skies,

Introvoys, True Faith, Athena's Curse (Alamid), Nursery Rhyme.

Tertiary College Days (U.M., AMACC, Q.C. now Ama Univ., and N.C.B.A. Manila Unibelt now in Q.C.)

    Still Back to Basic New Wave and Alternative Gothic Indie.

    Punk Rock

    Sex Pistols, Ramones, The Clash, Dead Kennedys, Exploited

    "Death Youth Band/Parental Guidance" - Of course thats our band where I played Rhytmn Guitar

    and 2nd Vocals. (former members were mostly High School Classmates)

    Rolan Bola - Drums, presently 2006 a News Reporter in DZBB GMA 7 News and Current Affairs.

    Arman Yano - me, on Rhytmn Guitar, 2nd vocals and Composition

    Michael Hernandez - Bass, presently a successful Executive Sales Representative of Pharmaceutical Co.

    Rommel - Vocals, a Pulp Magazine model, from Marikina, presently managing upcoming local alternative

    bands.

    Magao Balmar - partly on Drums, presently a licensed Dentist.

    where most of our song were full noise and shouting coz were just only beginning to used

    musical instruments back then.  

    We did our practice in one of the studio somewhere in Nepa Q-Mart in Kamuning Q.C.).

    We played during early Edsa Revolution Days, Campus Gigs and bar gig in Sampaloc, Manila.

    My Tribe - Verbal Abuse and Depraved, our allied Teenage Rebel, The Rebel, Valbaqua, Haters,

    Exploited, Gothic based in Cubao Q.C.

Hardcore

  Verbal Abuse, Stiff Little Fingers, Sonic Youth, Dead Kennedys and the like..

Oi

  Gang Green, Peter and The Testube Babies, Partisans

Ska

  Suit Suit (local), Madness

Rockabilly

  Stray Cats

  Gel Boys (local based in Greenhills)

Reggae

  Bob Marley

Thrash Metal

  Death Angel (pinoi based in L.A.)

  Corossion of Conformity

  Deceased (local)

Heavy Metal

  Motley Crue

  Metallica - My unforgettable concert I've watched, which they just performed in Pasig Ultra, almost 3

  days I  couldn't sleep and forget that event. It was so memorable for me. I couldnt believe that I personally

  watched  live in concert my favorite thrash heavy metal band.

  Guns and Roses - Axl Rose move and Slash powering guitar playing.

  Skid Row - Sebastian Badboy Bach - I Remember You and Youth Gone Wild

  Megadeth - Dave Mustaine former guitarist of Metallica.

Grunge

  Nirvana - Of course who can't forget Kurt Cobain melancholic suicidal attempt. Dave Growl now on (Foo

  Fighter) and Cris Novoselec on bass. 

  Bush - Swallowed, seemingly growling voice

  Blind Melon - Rain

Old School Alternative

  Pixies

  Lemonheads

Local

  Alternative Socio-Political

  Patatag, Banyuhay ni Heber, Jess Santiago, Buklod, Inang Laya, Wuds, Urban Bandits, Penpen.- when I

  was involve with LFS  (League of   Filipino Student (AMACC, NCBA) 

  Kabataan para sa Demokrasya't Nationalismo (Kadena, Q.C.)

  Wolfgang, Eraserheads, River Maya, Yano/Pan (of course), Orange and Lemons

  Bamboo, Agaw Agimat, Introvoys, True Faith

Radio Station: DWXB 105 (Dead but the spirit lives on1), DZBM 105, WLS 97.1, RJ AM, DWNU-107, KLIGHT 103.5  

Local Hot Spots

Kathrina's in Malate (hew Phil. Punk Rock Historical Roots way back in 80's)

Brave New World in CCP, Brave New Bands in Trinity College in Q.C.)

G.I and the Idiots (George & Jun and the rest in Malabon), I.O.V.(Xeres, Radie, Geri Bagets, Undo) , Dead Ends (Al/Jay Dimalanta), R.D.A. (Olie)

Lots more gigs and concert all over Luzon which I couldnt remember how many times it was (Hundred plus).

Jalousy/Jaloux, Dreams in Roxas Blvd., Sunken Garden in UP

Red Rocks in Tomas Morato which change into Club Dredd in Km Cubao, Q.C., (counterpart of CBGB-OMFUG in U.S.)

Mayricks in España Mla.,  Kathrinas in Malate - The roots of Punk Rock Venue.

Way back Brave New World Days! in the late 80's.

Club 102 in Makati, Saguijo in Bagtikan Mkti, 70's Bistro in Anonas

If I have time maybe I'll try to visit also Inihaw Republic in Katipunan Q.C.

coz I've heard theres a gud music scene goin-on out there..

That's it for now, I'll be updating this soon!

Thanks and More Power to you All bloggers!

A.M. Yano 

Kinagisnan ko ng dalawa ang daigdig, sa ibabaw ang malakas,

marahas at malupit, kunwari kaibigan ma'y kamandag ang ngiti

sa likod mo hahamakin ang iyong pighati.

Ngunit sa mundo kong maralita't dukha, sanga-sangang landas

iisang salita.Kung sa matayog mundo ko'y madilim at mapait

may sinag parin ang bituin sa langit, umaaasang liwanag ay darating. 

Di mo kayang pigilin, puso kong malaya at walang alipin

sa tigang na lupa.

Kalagayan kong ito'y hindi mo maaabot "Puso at isip ko'y gumagala sa

mas matayog na bundok"

Di lang isa ang tinig, pagtutol ko'y bibigkasin

at  walang makakasupil sa rumaragasang hangin

sa mundong malaya buhay na tinatamasa

Damdamin tungo sa panaghoy ng pag-asa.

Here in this world, what are we really need?

to enjoy pleasure and gain so much wealth?

anything owned wealth that you think would never ends

the time has come, you'll be leaving it, gone into nothing.

Too much power, too much wealth

too much selfishness, So many people says that

they deserve to call greedy, drown with greediness!

There so many outhere, pretend to be Nationalistic

they used the word Liberty, Freedom and Democracy

but the truth, real freedom lies on our  handed capabilities

in order to prevent and control,  personal desire/interest

as well as our action.

And what else do you want, that makes you happy

is that convenient and wealthy life or your spirtual life?

So much money, wealthy living, expensive, huge houses,

luxurious car, absolute social position and power,

well known or famous because of dignified name

But beyond of it all, God has been forgotten!

Christianarchy 

This picture was taken at my workstation room (conference room) Go Manpower Resources Inc. I worked there as Technical Support.

By this time, I temporarily re-design my blog.

Guys out there if you have any comments and suggestions on the design of my blog, just send me your comments and suggestions, I'm willing to accomodate it and its my pleasure.

Soon I'll be including my own sentiments, ideology, personal beliefs, visions and other relevant information (culture, social, economic, political and latest news) about my country (Phillipines).

Thanks & May God Bless Us All!

Armand Yano from Manila, Philippines

This picture was taken during International Job Fair last Dec. 2005, held at PICC with my boss and my co-employees from Go Manpower Resources Inc.

Thanks and Best Regards to All of you Guys out there (foreign countries)!

Armand M. Yano

Manila, Philippines

I've just recently checked and read my today's email inbox sent by my aunts (Tita Perla & Tita Myrna) coming from Germany.

And this has been a good news about my request to them.

Thank God and Bless Them Too!

"ARMAND'S INVITATION"  

Hi, There Mindsay Surfers!

This is Armand M. Yano from Manila and Bacoor, Cavite Philippines. I'm only new with blogging but I'd like to have some nice good friends out there (here in mindsay) or other people in different races in other countries to have discussion on anything, about their countries, culture, news, business, goverment and politics or any other interesting info. If you are interested about my invitation,  you can reply with this blog of mine or you can email me at amyarman@yahoo.com or to my mobile/cellfone no. 0919-750-2582 / 0921-639-8592.

Hope to keep in touch with you guys! 

Good Luck and also More Power to your blog!

Armand M. Yano

B10 L10 P2, Mary Homes Subdivision, Molino 4, Bacoor Cavite 4102

Phillipines